Did you ever make a decision and wonder whether that was the right one or not? I'm at one of those points in my life right now.
I think I made the right choice, but circumstances so far haven't pointed in that direction. I have a feeling that as things progress, friends who are now well wishers will become aggravated because of the position this situation puts me in. I don't really have a choice in the matter because no matter what choice I make someone is going to end up the loser. Me for not making the choice I should or them for taking the tasks to hand and playing out what is dealt.
I've actually thought a lot about this the last week as things have unfolded and projects were laid in my path. It seems every time an opportunity presents itself, little things crop up to try and trip me. Things like; paper work getting lost, unforeseen bills suddenly cropping up or people who have no business being involved in the matter, suddenly raising a fuss and delaying my life.
Tonight another one of those things cropped up to beat me over the head. I know that its probably just a coincidence, but the timing is impeccable. I planned a trip a some time ago to go visit a friend and do some things. I've done this trip multiple times without incident. Tonight, I ran over what appears to be a stone. It punctured my tire to the point I will have to probably replace the tire. Lovely timing.
I had given thought to not coming on this weekend trip, just because I had a strange feeling something wasn't going to go right. I've had this feeling ever since voicing my decision. I hope a flat tire is the whole of the problems. The weekend to relieve stress has become a thorn of its own. Oh well, I'm going to enjoy some time with friends even if I end up having to take the bus back home because my truck falls completely apart.
Now, I sit here typing this at 1:50 in the morning as the neighbors argue about who stared at whom at the bar tonight. It's a good thing I was already awake, because after the tire incident, I could probably give this group of drunken nitwits a piece of my mind. Fortunately for them, they are not my neighbors and I won't say anything as I don't want them coming back on my friend for having an idiot guest yell at them.
I'm sure this all equates to no more than nerves that I've made the right decision and in a few weeks I'll look back and laugh at the stupidity of it all. Until then, on with the party of green.
Happy St. Patty's Day
I think I made the right choice, but circumstances so far haven't pointed in that direction. I have a feeling that as things progress, friends who are now well wishers will become aggravated because of the position this situation puts me in. I don't really have a choice in the matter because no matter what choice I make someone is going to end up the loser. Me for not making the choice I should or them for taking the tasks to hand and playing out what is dealt.
I've actually thought a lot about this the last week as things have unfolded and projects were laid in my path. It seems every time an opportunity presents itself, little things crop up to try and trip me. Things like; paper work getting lost, unforeseen bills suddenly cropping up or people who have no business being involved in the matter, suddenly raising a fuss and delaying my life.
Tonight another one of those things cropped up to beat me over the head. I know that its probably just a coincidence, but the timing is impeccable. I planned a trip a some time ago to go visit a friend and do some things. I've done this trip multiple times without incident. Tonight, I ran over what appears to be a stone. It punctured my tire to the point I will have to probably replace the tire. Lovely timing.
I had given thought to not coming on this weekend trip, just because I had a strange feeling something wasn't going to go right. I've had this feeling ever since voicing my decision. I hope a flat tire is the whole of the problems. The weekend to relieve stress has become a thorn of its own. Oh well, I'm going to enjoy some time with friends even if I end up having to take the bus back home because my truck falls completely apart.
Now, I sit here typing this at 1:50 in the morning as the neighbors argue about who stared at whom at the bar tonight. It's a good thing I was already awake, because after the tire incident, I could probably give this group of drunken nitwits a piece of my mind. Fortunately for them, they are not my neighbors and I won't say anything as I don't want them coming back on my friend for having an idiot guest yell at them.
I'm sure this all equates to no more than nerves that I've made the right decision and in a few weeks I'll look back and laugh at the stupidity of it all. Until then, on with the party of green.
Happy St. Patty's Day
